The last thing I want to do is to accept the limitations of my body growing older and my mind getting forgetful. But I did decide to cancel the trip to spend my birthday in Shanghai this year. I attended an Ambassadors for Christ conference in Paradise, PA but missed AFC’s summer conference, because I was invited to attend a training organized by WOW! – a ministry for empowering Christian women leaders. I met Rev. Dr. Grace May the year before at a Chinese church after having lost contact since the 70’s.
I remember Mrs. May bringing four-year-old Grace to a Bible Study at my parents’ home, in Brooklyn, NY. As a tribute to her mother’s life, Grace wrote:
At age forty, my mother learned how to read through the patience and sacrifice of a sister from her church, who came weekly to teach her from the Bible . . . My mother considered those years to be some of her most precious as she clung tightly to her God, reading the Scriptures, singing, participating in church and sharing her faith with others. (Taken from the program of the celebration service of the life of Feng Ying Peng, November 18, 2017.)
As I struggled to continue my efforts to walk in the path of righteousness, I often needed to cling to God’s promises, “My grace is sufficient for you” (2 Cor 12:9) and “Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day” (2 Cor 4:16). I have experienced His help in times of need and would like to share some instances with you:
One Tuesday in August, my schedule was to visit my massage therapist in Chinatown, meet my cousin and his daughter -- who had just arrived, and then go to my volunteer job. After I left the therapist’s office, I was supposed to take a train, and then change to another one, to meet them. But I had told them to take the wrong train, and there was no way to contact them! I was almost in panic mode when I got on the next train and saw them there. We proceeded to visit the Oculus and then the 9/11 Memorial. They stayed a while before leaving to catch a flight back to CA. I was able to complete my volunteer shift at the 9/11 Memorial Museum -- four hours every Tuesday.
During the same week, I also participated in a local summer missions event Jesus Loves Chinatown. I would not have been able to walk so many streets and meet up at all the different locations without God’s help.
I was surprised and felt unworthy to be awarded a certificate for the completion of a Bible-Telling training class. But when I think about it—it was beyond my wildest dreams that I arrived on time to receive it. After attending the Sunday worship service at Calvary Baptist Church, I went to meet others to walk to an outreach at Monroe Street Park. No one was there as I was late, and I decided to try to find it myself. I was walking in the wrong direction, when Pastor Sam Leung called my name, and showed me the way to the Park. I soon found a couple who listened to me as I practiced how to do evangelism by story-telling. I also related my testimony about reading stories to my relatives in Shanghai. I sat down at the Chinese Church nearby, and wondered if I had enough strength to walk to PS 131 for the closing ceremony. I asked another sister, and she agreed to take me there, where I had no idea I would be receiving a certificate. (Please see my photos on FB.)
I continue to visit a counselor at the Olive Tree once a month, and upon her advice, I began searching for an independent living facility. There were three places I considered -- two in PA, and one in Flushing, NY. We agreed that I should move to Flushing next year. Pastor Douglas Grandgeorge, who knew my parents and I for over forty years, gave his recommendation and I was accepted. Pastor Philip Cho and his wife have been living there for over a decade.
My mother, while staying at a nursing home, wrote down a scripture verse that I keep close to my heart: “Rejoice always; pray without ceasing; in everything give thanks; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” (I Thessalonians 5:16-18)
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2018!
In His Service,